Welcome to my Visual Storytelling Journey

New Levels, New Monsters

Hello Warrior, Another rough boss fight?  I don’t know how YOU slay your inner demons… but I have several different methods  depending on what kind of demon is coming at me.  Tried and true: #1 NAME IT. Otherwise you’re fighting in the dark against the unknowns. (We don’t use enounce much anymore…) You get quicker…

Nickel and Dimed 

The book was loaned to me for a bit. Required reading for Gender Studies or some such…a former friend tried really hard to convert me, “you like theater, come see these monologues with me.”   I found it really unsettling.  Babs pops into town disguised, pretending, faking >>> with $5000 “to get set up.” Gets a…

As I was saying,

I have been doing my annual report card, as I do every year when my birthday approaches, charting growth and changes from where I was this time last year to where I am this year. November 2024, still in recoupment from getting my ass handed to me by Not one… but  TWO hurricanes.  Right after……

Finding the Fun

Before we take another dive into my backstory I want to say, I had the fun-est week!  I have been doing my annual report card, as I do every year when my birthday approaches, charting growth and changes from where I was this time last year to where I am this year. Last year, waiting…

Tightrope Walker

Woke up from this dream: Looking at the ants and bugs that people and traffic were from this height. Adjusting to the winds shift between buildings, so different from canyons smoothed from millennia of constant embracing of earth and sky.  Steel, glass, concrete forcing airflow at harsh angles pushing sudden, catching the pole and tossing…

Premiere of The Weather Station

Hello, It’s the Final Challenge! Please enjoy your visit to The Weather Station Made for #dam-challenge “Amusement” Size: 36 X 30  7.75 MB Special thanks for the assets by:  milfric, Vaako, DallasRT, Heronimo, Kitrik, DangerWeasel, Centimar DeVarion, SAC, Normandial, Damit((Michel), KIRAROTASU, Bearsoft, Taitao, Cetuhh, TheTTRPGBrewster, swedish.cook, Ladriel, ZhabZhab, [DE] SunWatcher, Owen Thunderguns, nitemare, tinman4700, greywind12…

Winds of Change

The guys upstairs decided to change things around? They take everything you think you know  about what you’re doing and just reshuffle the deck?    Whether you agreed to mulligan or not. [o.o] The term “mulligan” actually comes from golf, not card games, which makes its pairing with “reshuffle the deck” kind of an interesting…

Monodrame Triangle

Thank you,  for letting me know  that you are “the bigger person.”  Hey robot… is there a bigger word for oxymoron? Something that explains this flex projection? [o.o]  I appreciate you calling that out – you’re right that there’s something ironic about claiming to be “the bigger person” in a way that’s… well, not particularly…

You are Proving Yourself Right.

Yep… let that brew a bit. You ARE ALL the bad things. Those hamster-wheels gridlocked!!? Traffic jam of why you can’ts  and what’s going to happen when you try. Challenge: Cite Your Source. Oh is that your manipulators voice, their words??   And you are STILL using their words? Their rulers to measure…?   Their Red Pen…

Never Assume

I know I have told you about my GrandMother and her cookie tins a couple of times now. She is one of the Graces in my life.  The people who led me toward God.  Huge influence because I got to live at her house every summer break. Just noticed it was sold recently.  Her house…

Random Fun Some More

Now this feels good! Another Brick In The Wall!   Not a Wonderwall…   A Wall of Work. An Album?! A Gallery. [o.o]  Trivia Time: PLEISTOCENE TRIVIA COLUMBIAN MAMMOTH SABER-TOOTHED CAT ANCIENT BISON ^-.-^  I do believe it is getting better and better every day!   When I got off the plane Oct 30, 2018…  I could barely…

It’s that time of the year!

As the year is closing out, I start my annual review, whether I want to or not.  Guess that’s where the big red pen article came from. Hello subconscious! Do you get that this NEXT report card affects Christmas presents?   That is some deep programming.  It always struck me as so messed up about American…

Back to the Cookie Tin!

There’s this phrase the mermaids keep using, “lack mindset.”  I think I know what it means, but words don’t mean words as much as they used to, could be double speak or oxymorons. So, I asked my robot… Is this like the myth of scarcity? [o.o] Lack mindset (or scarcity mindset) is a psychological framework where…

You and your big ol Red Pen.

There is something absurd about how and when  you think you need to pull that Pen out…! You put the P E & N in pedantic.  Like that Granger girl Insufferable Know-it-all, Good thing she grew out of it and got Useful, Helpful! Heck I’d say Essential even. One might say a role-model. But here…

Flying Buttresses Falling Towers

What a rabbit-hole I have fallen into!!  I want to first all extend huge gratitude to Madame Bossette for that year of French.  It’s making Gothic so much easier to navigate.  There was a point where one of the master mason (architects) was anonymous. Master of Beauvais (Anonymous, fl. 1225-1272)  Hold up… how ?   It’s…

Mother may I?

We (as a culture) are not Allowed to speak about the toxic feminine.   This teaches us to be vulnerable to predation,  particularly From women  who hide in an encompassing generalized Halo-effect.  Coasting on someone else’s credibility, “Believe All” and what not.   I believe in Due Process and an impartial jury. Evidence based incriminations, not just…

Premiere of The Cascade Cottage

Hello, Please enjoy your visit to The Cascade Cottage. Made for #dam-challenge “Cottage” Inspired by Bearsoft’s Bears Size: 30 X 30   6 MB Special thanks for the assets by:  Stalk42, DallasRT, Centimar DeVarion, Danger Weasel, SAC, Random Ladybird, [DE] SunWatcher, and Bearsoft Joey’s Involuntary Journeys Now Joey  was a grizzly, through and through—Born where…

After A Fashion

I think you have the problem backwards. Trying to figure out why you only get so far and then… Something Happens And … you don’t know.. You just shelf the idea… the project.. the hobbie, because whatever happened was enough TO REMIND YOU Of a state you had to assume when you were in physical…

“See no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil.”

This is the wise monkey proverb, symbolizing the principle of avoiding evil in thoughts, words, and actions. The three monkeys are: The philosophy aligns with teachings on self-restraint and ethical behavior. They are a visual representation of a moral code. In Buddhist philosophy, they reflect the idea of maintaining purity in thought, word, and deed…

Heart is also GRIT

Recap: What Gaming Taught Me About Building a Self A conversation about virtual worlds as laboratories for real growth I started by sharing what I learned from Perfect World International – the PvP mechanics, safe zones, the name color system that made consequences visible, and how PKers faced real penalties for their choices. But then…

Algorithms Reveal the Stream of Consciousness 

I’ve been swimming in the streams of “recovering from abuse” circles for over a decade.  Listening to these (mp3) Voices in my head, while tilling, clearing hedge rows, commuting>>>takes longer on a tricycle. There was no space left for the inner critics that sound like toxic family or poison playmates. That is Former Life. Your…

Premier of the Eyrie Palisade Palace

I’ve got deep in a map again. I just posted my submission for the bi-weekly DAM Challenge.  The theme this time was “Castle.”  This is the 3rd version. The first one had the cannon’s too close to the water.  I got to hear a fantastic recounting of a documentary, explaining how cannons work and the…

The Level of Ridiculousness is Still Astonishing.

I’m told I need to speak about my last break-up publicly. >> Because “only one person has the microphone and he is doing everything he can to paint (me) as a villain.” Of course, it’s in the playbook.  It’s the only game bullies know. Blameshift, catastrophize, black and white thinking, absolutes, distortions, etc…  All the…

Not Dimming My Bright No More

Gonna let Robot Start Today: [o.o] Shadow work is the practice of acknowledging and integrating the hidden parts of yourself—traits, emotions, and desires you’ve repressed because they felt unacceptable. The shadow is that collection of disowned parts. It operates unconsciously and influences your behavior in ways you don’t realize. In toxic family systems, the shadow…

I’m A Little Teapot!

Short and stout. So many metaphors with Tea…! Shall I spill some?  Little peck… little cheap cheap? This is an example of the level or overstep/egotism/arrogance of my toxic sisters (side note: I used to call my sisters twisted, but turns out that name is already taken.)  As pre-teens the eldest tox-sis discovered Astrology.  Scales.…

Little Houdini

I got a scrap-book as a gift after my first baby was born. It had these prompts and blank lines for the answers.  “Parents felt ____ when they found out she was pregnant.” I suppose later these stories get shown/told to the child so they KNOW how Parents felt happy/excited/fulfilled/etc.   What I have been told:…

Random Fun Of The Week

I have had the Best Fun since I decided to Participate with the Dungeon Alchemist community at the beginning of the year 2025.  New years goals and all.  I have been attending every stream I can and catching up on the years I missed.   What the community manager Mac doesn’t know  is that his Youtube…

Puzzled?  

About the art: Made after tox-sister’s DARVO-TLDR, 2024.  I have been slowly growing my DAZ3d inventory.  Purchasing the face poses opened up so much! Being able to put emotion on the faces of these models, dials and toggles…slowly pulling the sneer, the contempt into place. In my court-ordered (family) therapy 2009-2015, I was given these…